I'm scared.

But excited, thrilled and hopeful.

The human condition is remarkable. In the face of aversive consequences--whether it be physical or emotional pain--we stubbornly persist.

We risk breaking down every emotional defense we spend our entire lives trying to construct to


reach out.

And hope for a glimpse--a brief moment that has and will never have, any meaningful significance in the universe,


for a touch. A connection.




We are just matter floating in space, and our existence is but a tiny fraction of all that ever will be.

But in that moment of connection; in that moment of awkward smiles, outrageous laughter, and soft kisses on the side of your lips...




We feel infinite.

有時候我告訴自己：不要感到那麼失望。你知道嗎？－如果你把這樣壓力放在身上，無論做什麼都一定會讓你覺得失望。

我差點不想繼續做夢下去，


可是在我夢中，我能感到最想感到的感覺：


愛情



我實在夢中


誰能幫我擺脫這個假的現實？

My time.

My time--it's,


it's running out.