I love you, Brown.

And the day I leave you, is the day I will be able to fully grasp that this was the best decision I have ever made in my life.

Sometimes it feels like I want this to last forever, but despite this I know that it's not what I want. That this is just one of many stepping stones towards the life I will live--whatever that may be.

But at least I know


that this, compared to many things that have passed,


was something I did right.